Question about my attractions towards men?

I am a MALE. I think guys are good looking, but when I wanna go down on someone (you know DOWN under) I would rather be it a girl, those little pink things are just so...playful and..and.moist!!! mmmm.. I've watched some male videos, got h ard (only the 0ral part, the other was NASTY!), but in the end I would still rather do a girl, not a guy *shudders*. whats this mean?